

What if?watching waiting seeing longingly maybe today my spine won't flee shirking duty walking in there he is a quick smile eyes turned upward laughing as he walks my spine turns to goo what if he isn't?What if?
what if he's taken?
but i wanted to
there will be so i wait and wait ~


Opiate Landscapelack of communications greed to edigy illegal adiction what did i do to deserver you what crime in the wombOpiate Landscape
did i unkowingly commit all but abandoned under a false pretence of inability to suppport of course you couldn't
you didn't try do you know what you did to me? do you even care about the hurt the anger the pain the reage taht you cause to
come bubbling
boiling hot to the surface? do i care? i'll let you know the next time i see you the next time you need something from me so go and sle


Strengthpersevering through pain enduring emotional duress seeing depression consume lives and drive loved ones over the brink to take in poison willingly in hopes fo an escape to leap head long into unhealthy habits i will not succomb to their fate meeting the source head on and fighting my way through if i can survive over four years of emotional hell from the hands of unknowing and ignorant peers this will not conquer me i find strength in my heart in my convictions in my friends in others i love i have strength i alsStrength


Many Thoughts run through meWhats best? who knows, cant tell anymore whos winning, good or evil? Someones gotta be keeping score Its hard, with this earthy mindset to contimplate the things from above its hard, I know that well I find myself wondering, which is best, to be somebody or nobody? Somebody has something to live up to but doesnt the no body too? They have to live up to being no body making sure no one knows them both realms require work Its hard To find ones self when everyone around you is lost as much as you Some people find the ladder and climb out of this darkMany Thoughts run through me
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The universe runs in cycles, meaning that focusing on the horizon means nothing because in the end all you're really doing is looking up your own ass, so just enjoy the walk.
-- David Dustin Walling
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Or something like that.
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